I'll Get Everything I Want

Every time I sit on the terrace without my phone, laptop, or any other distraction, I end up thinking about my life.

And honestly, my life hasn't been easy.

My past is filled with struggles that I can't even explain here. There has been emotional pain, financial pain, embarrassment, and moments that made me question almost everything about myself.

I remember nights when I would cry because of everything that was happening.

And the hardest part?

I didn't really have anyone I could talk to about how I felt.

I had to deal with a lot of it alone.

But somehow, despite everything, there has always been a voice inside my head.

A small voice that keeps telling me:

Don't worry, Gaurav. You'll get everything you want.

And honestly, I don't know where that belief comes from.

But it's there.

It's probably the one thing that has kept me going through some of the darkest moments of my life.

Whenever things get difficult, whenever I feel like I'm falling behind, whenever I start questioning whether any of this is worth it, that voice comes back.

Don't worry, Gaurav. You'll get everything you want.

Maybe I'm delusional.

Maybe I'm overly optimistic.

Maybe life will take me somewhere completely different from what I imagine today.

I don't know.

But I know what I believe.

I believe I'll make it.

I believe I'll build the life I've always imagined.

I believe I'll look back at these years someday and realize that all of this pain was just a part of the journey.

So call me delusional.

I don't care.

I strongly believe I'll get everything I want.